personally I've never been diagnosed with asburgers or depression, though throught my childhood and teenage years I've always had issues being socil, and even to this day I'm a very cring worthy person. As I've gotten older I really think I've been suffering from some kind of depression due to mild social isolation, I'm a very lonely person, not really due to how I live, I've just always had trouble making and maintaing friends. Which is why I'm so thankful I was let into Phi Mu Alpha
for me I still feel this lonelyness, I can't bring myself to tell my parents because my mother is really overbearing at times and a psychologist, and I don't want her to worry or to try to put me on some medication.
as much as I try I can't get over it, I do crossfit because it gives me a little comunity to workout and compete with, and it still only helps me for a few hours a day. I've spent hundreds on Magic the Gathering and Force of Will cards so I have something to do most evenings, I'm spending this money so I have some filler in my dull life.
and don't drink, I know when I my depressed state gets really bad I can drink a bit to much and make myself into an ass. I'm not a mean drunk, my friends have told me that I'm a fun person to be around when I've had a couple of drinks I just embarrass myself.